Rohit’s suicide letter!

I would not be around when you read this letter. Don’t get angry on me. I know some of you truly cared for me, loved me and treated me very well. I have no complaints on anyone. It was always with myself I had problems. I feel a growing gap between my soul and my body. And I have become a monster. I always wanted to be a writer. A writer of science, like Carl Sagan. At last, this is the only letter I am getting to write. I loved Science, Stars, Nature, but then I loved people without knowing that people have long since divorced from nature. Our feelings are second handed. Our love is constructed. Our beliefs colored. Our originality valid through artificial art. It has become truly difficult to love without getting hurt. The value of a man was reduced to his immediate identity and nearest possibility. To a vote. To a number. To a thing. Never was a man treated as a mind. As a glorious thing made up of star dust. In very field, in studies, in streets, in politics, and in dying and living. I am writing this kind of letter for the first time. My first time of a final letter. Forgive me if I fail to make sense. May be I was wrong, all the while, in understanding world. In understanding love, pain, life, death. There was no urgency. But I always was rushing. Desperate to start a life. All the while, some people, for them, life itself is curse. My birth is my fatal accident. I can never recover from my childhood loneliness. The unappreciated child from my past. I am not hurt at this moment. I am not sad. I am just empty. Unconcerned about myself. That’s pathetic. And that’s why I am doing this. People may dub me as a coward. And selfish, or stupid once I am gone. I am not bothered about what I am called. I don’t believe in after-death stories, ghosts, or spirits. If there is anything at all I believe, I believe that I can travel to the stars. And know about the other worlds. Let my funeral be silent and smooth. Behave like I just appeared and gone. Do not shed tears for me. Know that I am happy dead than being alive. I forgot to write the formalities. No one is responsible for my this act of killing myself. No one has instigated me, whether by their acts or by their words to this act. This is my decision and I am the only one responsible for this.Do not trouble my friends and enemies on this after I am gone. (Extracts from the suicide letter of Vemula Rohit)

Are our Universities safe!

  Our universities would never rank in the best among the world. But they always seem to create news for all the wrong reasons. This is how! V.Rohit dreamt of becoming a popular science writer like Carl Sagan. He probably could have reached his dream if he wasn’t dead now! This Sunday, Rohit was found hanging to death in his friend’s room. His suicide has sparked yet another debate about the DEADLY politics that were prevailing in our ‘prestigious’ universities. Rohit was a bright student. He loved science and was pursuing his PhD in the Hyderabad Central University. By winning the CSIR scholarship twice, he made it sure to complete his PhD successfully. But something happened in the life of Rohit that changed his fate forever. Rohit belonged to a student union that opposed the hanging of noted terrorist Yakub Memon. This along with a few more such incidents has created riffle between the students unions. The petty issues took an ugly turn as Rohit along with four other students were alleged of assaulting the rival union leader. It was the time when the administration of University should have restored peace among the campus. But they have worsened the situation by boycotting Rohit along with his four friends. The five research scholars were almost socially boycotted in the university. They were neither allowed to stay in the University nor could they participate in the student elections. The access of these five students was limited to their class rooms and the library. Such a weird decision by the University administration has attracted much criticism. Rohit was of course devastated, and might have decided to take a drastic step. Rohit’s suicide might be the breaking news for a few days before it dies out. But his death would certainly leave many concerns to be pacified. The encouragement of caste politics among the students; the role of political leaders in fueling such politics for their benefit; the administration of Universities getting either biased or blind… would be few of many issues that should be dealt seriously!

Sunanda Pushkar was poisoned

It’s been almost a year since Sunanda, wife of Shashi Tharoor was dead in mysterious circumstances. On 17th January 2014 Sunanda was found dead in her hotel room. Initial autopsy report has claimed of her being assaulted before death. But none could conclude the ultimate reason that led to her demise. Some felt it to be a suicide and others thought it to be a case of poisoning. Between the divided opinions, the samples of Sunanda were sent to FBI for further examination. The report sent by FBI to the AIIMS medical board has indicated that Sunanda was indeed poisoned to death. An anti anxiety drug called Alprax seems to have led to her death. Alprax if taken in normal dosage would act as a tranquilizer, but it could prove fatal if the dosage exceeds the limit. Now the question would be- whether Sunanda has overdosed herself in a bid to die or whether someone administered Alprax to her without her knowledge? Sunanda has been the eye of many controversies since her relation with Shashi Tharoor. The Kochi IPL team has conferred her with huge amount of equity shares without any valid consideration. She was suspected to be a proxy for Shasi Tharoor in receiving such huge benefits. This incident has triggered a huge outrage and Shasi Tharoor had to resign from the central cabinet. The couple broke the headlines again in January 2014, when Shasi was alleged to develop an intimate relation with a Pakistani journalist named Mehr Tarar. Sunanda has come out openly that her husband was cheating her for Mehr Tarar. And that was that! A few days later, Sunanda was found dead in her apartment! No one might now be sure of the culprit but everyone seems to have a clue about the cause!

Sachin’s near death experience

It’s not a new sight to watch our youngsters crossing the rail tracks. Though everyone seems to be aware of the risk involved in it, people do it either out of haste or laziness. It is estimated that almost 20000 people get killed in India while crossing the tracks. But now! It seems that our nation would have lost Sachin Tendulkar while doing the act. Sachin recalled his experience while speaking at a function organized by the Mumbai Railway Police- "In school, I had gone to Vile Parle to a friend's place. We practiced in the morning and had gone to his place for lunch. Then we decided to watch a movie. After watching the movie, we got late for practice and hence we decided to cross railway tracks and board the train at Dadar," said Tendulkar recalling his childhood, but something happened after that, which gave him the ultimate shock "While crossing the tracks halfway, we realized that trains were coming fast on all the tracks. We ended up crouching on our knees in between the tracks with our kits. That was a scary experience and then onwards we never crossed train tracks." Probably, that experience proved to be an eye opener for Sachin. He urged the commuters not to risk their lives for the sake of a few minutes "Your family and friends are waiting for you back home and if you reach there five minutes later, it really does not matter! It is important to be there safe and sound, rather than to be in hospital,” said Sachin in an urging voice. Hope that the youngsters would hear him!